A Fresh start



Have you ever thought about walking away and just starting new? If life keeps kicking you in the teeth maybe walking away is the best thing you can do for yourself?  When you love someone so much and they add nothing but stress and grief to your life because they know you will always be around without fail, Then walking away to let them spread their own wings and fly is best for you both. Just by adding things to your life that feel good and bring fulfillment can do so much for your well-being, and bring you peace, joy, happiness and success. Stepping outside your comfort zone, trusting and just living peacefully. Seriously if you could just walk away from your life right now, What would you do? Where would you go? Just throw your hands up and leave everything behind. Would you?

Is life just occasional moments of fun, no lasting happiness or even contentment, just short little joys? As a teenager I tried starting over leaving walking away several times, my great Aunt Rosie told me one time to leave and never look back. I wish now I had listened to her all those years ago.

Walking away sounds good and it is not always the right answer, the right time, but sometimes in difficult situations it is the only answer. If your children are grown and always keeps drama, stress and bad situations in your life do you walk away and force them to be adults let them see what life is like? Without the person that has always been there for them and they kept kicking, what is life like  without that person? Do you owe them as adults to stay? I remember when I took my mother to the hospital which would be her last trip before her death, that she said she hoped she hurried up and died so she can have peace. I remember thinking that will never be me.

Dada Vaswani said that, “Happiness, true happiness, is an inner quality. It is a state of mind. If your mind is at peace, you are happy. If your mind is at peace, but you have nothing else, you can be happy. If you have everything the world can give, pleasure, possessions, power – but lack peace of mind, you can never be happy. ” I truly understand and get this now.


About tabethabeautyreviews

About me well I have recently been pondering what I have on my page is being educated about me who I am. My friends are saying here comes the weird Psychology degree stuff. Well some know my past and some don’t, I have always heard don’t put your mistakes (trash out) for all to see. I have decided if its not out for all to see then how is the younger generation going to learn from the older generations mistakes. First I started running away at 14 to get out of a bad home life was this the smartest thing I have ever done, no what did I learn a many lessons in life , what jobs I wanted and did not want is the biggest one for sure to the guy at the paper tiger lounge in Denver, I am so sorry that I risked your business as a Dum teenage kid. To Kay and Myron Nichols from Aurora thanks for taking in a teenager and getting her out of employment that she had no business in. Thanks Kay for trying to teach that kid that she wasn’t ready in life to be a wife and mother and thanks Myron for eating that no bake jello pie that I messed up so bad on. Second to you young bloggers that read my blog to help me out, I was a teenage high school drop out that got pregnant at 16 to get out of a bad home and ended up jumping from the frying pan into the fire. Remember this no matter what mistakes you have made its never to late to start over. I divorced at age 18 and just kept jumping from one bad marriage to another. It took me till my twenties to get that high school diploma, then I walked into Carl Albert state college and enrolled and with 4 kids and a job I now have an associates from Carl Albert state college in sociology/Psychology and a bachelors in psychology with an emphasis in mental health and I have a master’s of science in psychology from the University of Phoenix. I maintained above at least a 3.27 at all the colleges while raising 4 kids and holding a job down. So it is never too late to change your life. The relationship Mistakes first to the professor at NSU that made it a point to tell me that I didn’t have a big red sign on my back that says if you’re a woman beater come my way that it was because I didn’t stay single long enough that I just kept marrying the same man he just had a different face. Thank you I have remained single now and haven’t dated for 5 years and I know see that you are correct. To Craig the guy that came around since I was 14 until I was 30 I finally grew up to bad that you got tired of waiting I am glad that you finally have your soul mate. Now at 45 am looking at changing my career direction scary but all will work out. Second no friends and co-workers I haven’t went crazy from the stress. I just decided that dealing with the fact that I am getting older and showing it is ok. I still intend to get old gracefully and become that girly, girl. This is about me in all my trash being out there

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